it is really me.
i'm not sure if any one is or has been checking here to see something new... if so, i'm sorry i have been absent for so long... i'm not going to get into details about why i was gone, but it was just pretty much life. you know... kids, family, household, pets, trying to make a dollar or two, KIDS, house work, and so on...
so here i am. i have nothing to say. i am having a freakin' hectic shitty snowy day... but i'm trying to manage. it hasn't been this way all day... well the snow part it has been almost all morning, but that isn't even the worse part... and really i guess my day isn't so bad, just that right now things aren't going so great and i wish i could just close my eyes and when i opened them everything would be fixed... but if that happened what the hell would i blog/bitch/talk/complain/think/ponder/procrastinate do??? so i guess after i type this... i'll finish putting laundry away in my room, and throw some wash in the dryer and the washing machine and then pick up all the damn dog food that the dog thinks is a good idea to dump all over the floor and the kids love to track every where... then i will for the millionth time today try to figure out what the hell is making lauren soooooo cranky today, then i will again explain to my children that they cannot touch whatever they want to touch in the house, just b/c they want to touch it... like the computer and the temp controls in the fridge that they had turned OFF the other day, and yeah we did realize they did this... when our freezer was leaking water out of it... GREAT. i know. then i will clean up some other messes that i have already cleaned today a few times, and get a few, like 10 or 12 more annoying calls from Online Ed... WTF???!!! STOP CALLING ME!!! i said i did NOT want to be contacted... i have answered and said not to call back and i have answered and hung up, i've let my 2 year old daughters answer and talk.... LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah. so this is it... sorry. i know you may have been expecting more from me since i haven't been around... but this is pretty much all i got.
maybe if i make it, if i happen to survive till nap time, then i will be back with something more to say... or at least something more pleasant to say. we'll see. right now i have to get the girls down from the top of their crib railing b/c they are messing with the blinds... AGAIN!!!
have a happy day!!
Tuesday, February 26, 2008