I'm here, only for a second and only physically, NOT mentally at all... mentally I'm all over the place... and I'm sure this is the reason that I'm loosing my mind. I can't even begin to explain or describe how frazzled I feel, and how feeling that way is so over whelming to me, and how that is just stressing me out even more than everything else b/c I feel like I have zero control and I also feel like I should be doing a million and twelve things and be in a million and sixteen places at one time.
I'm spent. Emotionally and physically spent.
that is all I have. for now.
while my mind is racing in a million and one directions and i have these thoughts i'll share. these are some things that i want to make sure i blog about and although i cannot forget that these things happened, i just need to make a list so i can feel slightly more organized.
- phone calls from the nurse about Trev
- Lauren and Brooke's bday post
- baby meme for second pregnancy (like first one but tweaked)
- Lauren's leg
- the playground with the kids
- the house (of course)
- still no fridge and how that is making me feel
- packing and what to do next
and I'm blank again, I know there are/were a lot more ideas flying around in there, but they are gone. ugh.
this is taking a lot more of toll on me than i really thought it was going to. i cannot wait for this all to be over with. and yes. yes I am whining. thanks for noticing.